I'm giving this a go as my usual venting space has basically died and what remains of it is mostly porn pages or Korean fangirls, neither of which are for me. I am completely new to this so bare with me while I get my head around everything! I will be using this site as … Continue reading My First Blog Post
I feel so unwelcome in my own home.
Is there a worse feeling than that? My own family don’t want me here, and don’t talk to me.
The small things are what gets me through the day.
Yesterday as I was leaving, my little sister shouted “I love you” to me and it just caught me off guard and I nearly cried. Things like that just make it all better.
A daily struggle
So I recently lost my job. I’m already living at my parents temporarily until I get back on my feet, but I’m feeling so pressured to move out and I feel like they don’t even care about me being able to move out, they just want me gone. Having no job is not an excuse … Continue reading A daily struggle
Feeling so let down
By so many people. But am I just being selfish? I don’t even know anymore.
Desperately want to start exercising more
I always feel so good after doing a class or even just going for a long walk, but I hate my own company so much so just can’t find any motivation to do it unless someone is with me! I used to have people who I could do these things with but recently I feel … Continue reading Desperately want to start exercising more
Ever feel so lonely it doesn’t matter how many people surround you?
I live in a big house with a lot of people, but I still feel so lonely, I convince myself that none of them want me here or want to spend time with me, I hold back speaking sometimes because I don't want to annoy them. Im sure that this isn't the case, but it … Continue reading Ever feel so lonely it doesn’t matter how many people surround you?
Breathing, is a win.
Small victories are just as important as the life changing ones. Some days getting out of bed is the hardest thing in the world and that’s ok.
A little bit about me
I've decided to not put out my real name or exact age or use any real names of people within this blog, as I want to be completely honest about everything and i'm not sure I want people I know to know some of the things I will be posting, and also i'm way too … Continue reading A little bit about me
Diary to My Mind 