I live in a big house with a lot of people, but I still feel so lonely, I convince myself that none of them want me here or want to spend time with me, I hold back speaking sometimes because I don’t want to annoy them.
Im sure that this isn’t the case, but it doesn’t stop me from isolating myself in my room so they don’t have to talk to me or look at me or even acknowledge that I’m here. So that they can go about their lives like they did before this 20 something year old moved into the downstairs study.
Diary to My Mind 